Post 1998
I’m plateauing in my weight loss. It’s killing me. I’ve been killing myself in my physical exercise and the scale doesn’t budge. It hasn’t for a week. I lost 4 pounds in about a week and now I cannot seem to lose an ounce. I just want to be skinny this summer. Most importantly I want my legs to be legs and not thunderous thighs that I have grown accustomed to. I want to transform my body into the one I have always wanted. I have valid goals and plenty of motivation. What the fuck am I doing wrong, doe? I bend over backwards, count every calorie and the scale doesn’t budge. I just wanted things to be perfect for my cousins graduation and just blah. Whatever. Goodnight tumblees.









